cruel

during im updating this blog, im crying. yeah ! im crying now. i dun know what to do. all that i can do is crying. please, can someone cheer me up like i am before ? i can't stand this anymore. truly, im being pretended in front of my friend with my cheer-fake-smile. but it is all fake. no one knows what i feel in my heart. only me. my hatred of love becomes more and more as time past time. listen here love, from now on, i hate u. and im not going to love and been loved by a man. it makes me frustrated and down.



arghh ! today is the worst day ever ! i think. had been angry with my mom, and all my work isn't work. i dun know what makes my heart feel something weird and hurm*sigh. in the class, i've been angry with my BM teacher, Puan Norisha with her words"ainul ni, tahun ni kamu ni tak berpijak di bumi yang nyata". haha, i guess she's right. absolutely right. why ? urghh, dun ask me because i dun wanna tell u. hua3x ! whatever-,- stop pretending ainul, please ? let the world know that your heart had been shattered. :'(

so, i was thinking, im gonna forget u man, huhu.

today, i get a lil bit happiness with my lovely friend, mira kimi and ridzuan. i mention back, a lil bit. not a full happiness. huhu, had lunch at mcD, been treated, hehe. hurm

okayy, this is my last post before im going to puteri islam camp.hehe, three days in jail. hua3x ! poyo. btw, i can get to see my BFF, khairin najihah there. awwww <3 haha, mis u a lot and more. hehe, see u in the next post :)

~toodles~